Being honest with myself. Finally.
I’ve realized that when I enjoy something, I over indulge in it or I dont feel like I did my job right. To the point where it’s disgusting or harmful or hurting. Lying, food, cigarettes, best friends, weed, boyfriends, procrastination, alcohol, sleeping….the list could go on for days. Ive just realized this, it took me almost 18 years to realize it. Now starts the process of actually taking this in and using it for good or worse. Truth be told, I’m scared.
-g
